It all started with a panic attack. No joke. I was just watching TV in bed, and suddenly, I was shaking. I couldn't breathe. It was as if my conscious mind spontaneously became aware of my mortality. Someday, I'm going to die. I will have to leave this world, and I will no longer get to see the sky, breathe the air, make love to my boyfriend, play with my cat. Not a great feeling.
It has taken me months to return to a state of calm. Now that I'm out of a state of panic, I'm on a new journey. I have already started implementing new pieces of joy in my life - more time with friends, less time at work, more adventures. It is my new mission to be curious about life, have as many adventures as possible, and bring as much joy to this world as I can - for myself and for everyone I meet.
This beautiful Sunday morning, my adventure will be to take my boyfriend out to breakfast, and then,we will go on our weekly Sunday morning bowling date. After that, we'll see.
I'll see you back here whenever I need to work something out.
Stay curious,
`C
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